Another Day Gone

3 days left on my juicing cleanse and then I'll be back on the vegetarian food leading up to my work christmas party, which is good cause the menu for the night looks really good. I'll probably continue that into Christmas so I can have Christmas dinner withy family!! kinda beats juicing right?? :P

I'm really determined to continue this to the end....to get to my goal weight and create a healthy life style. This really has been difficult and I've dealt with these weight issues all my life fluctuating from 200lbs to closer to 300lbs. 

Now more than ever I'm determined!!

I mean don't get me wrong I smelt cinnamon toast today and could of punched the guy square in the face but apart from the odd temptation...I'm so determined to make this happen now more than ever. 

I guess when something has effected your life for so long you get a sort of determination that nothing can hold back, you decide that it's important enough to make sure you don't let a single day pass without getting what you want, what you need. for health for family for yourself & for your future family. No excuses & no-ones responsibility but my own. 

I'll do everything and anything to make this happen, it may take time but like I said when you want something bad enough you'll figure a way to make it happen.