Delivery Man.

Went to watch delivery man with some friends at Colossus. I had a coke with rum. what?...I hear you say.... it's Christmas! Come on!

That was like my first pop in like 6-8months! :/

Anyways the movie was good, all I could think about was the main character. A man trying to be the best for his new family, wife & kid, a man trying to change things around and be a better person.

I kinda feel like that sometimes with my weight and other stuff too that it's not only me that's effected but others. Maybe not now but like my future kids & my future wife. Maybe it's a little heavy this post but life's kinda heavy sometimes. 

Tonight as I sat with a group of older women all in their 80's we discussed how quickly old age snuck up on them and I wondered and thought "man, I do not want old age to sneak up on me." I DO NOT want to be sat there talking to a 26 year old, full of regrets. 

Not that I'm full of tons of regrets but I want to change the ones I have now, follow up on being the man I know I can be. Ahhh I'm being too deep. :) 

Anyway I'm looking forward to the start of a New Year.